in the moment.

That moment when it started to fade...

She's not sure why it hit her so hard this time. She's handled it before, moved on with dignity even if it did leave a small pocket of sadness in her heart. May be she just had enough, enough of saying no and repeating herself with a frustrated sigh. Maybe this time it was the way you were, angry at her once again. Something that she will never really get use to. She wanted to leave, not caring, she just wanted to get out of such a situation. It's not easy to say the things that will make you sad, so she doesn't want to be the one that says things that will make you upset that she isn't perfect. She wants to be perfect, just for you.

The moment when it was cleared...

When you held her close, listen to her crazy sobs and tried to calm her down, she knew that it would be okay. That everything would be fine. She will not forget the way you pulled her close in amidst her crying, and hugged her so tightly. She physically needed you and you did exactly that. She just didn't want to make you angry or disappointed, she felt like she did.

The moment when it didn't matter...

It wasn't until you pulled her close later that night that she felt that you had stopped feeling any anger, hatred, annoyance towards her. When you pulled her close and whispered in her ear that you didn't mean to upset her that day, she knew that it didn't matter what had happened. No matter what the argument, silly or serious, it won't and can't get in between. More importantly she needed to feel that you weren't holding anything against her. She's glad you whispered in her ear what you did.

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You make me happy....