This last month has been panic...
Mostly future things that seem to be so much closer to present things.
She's still wondering if she's ready.
Even though she knows its silly to question it.
There are things that don't seem to be working out like it should...
But in a way she probably expected that.
So hopefully it will work itself out without too much pain.
(This is not constructive.
So hopefully something better next time.)
