Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Remind Me Why.

I need to be inspired & be creative...

But somehow, its confused & lost.
I don't know how to overcome it.

I just want to do it right.
Is that so difficult?
Why is it so hard?

I need to be reminded why it is important.
That ignoring it won't go away.
It only makes it worse.

I just want to survive it all with as little tears & fears as possible.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Writer's Workshop; Blogging Has Taught Her

List of 10 things blogging has taught you.

1. Flipping the Pages
Blogging replaced my many years of hand written journals.
Some times its nice to read through those many old books and the feeling it provokes when you flip the pages.
But I'm realising that that no matter what medium I use I still love to write.

2. New Relationships
I have used many different blogging sites in my many years of blogging.
But I think that I have found my home after leaving my last host of five years.
It felt like a relationship had ended.

3. Someone Will Always Relate
This is the way that I express myself.
I have also felt that I am not alone with my emotions.

4. Other's Thoughts
The excitement of seeing blog updates.
Seeing people's new thoughts of the day, of the week, of the month. 

5. Follow Me?
I blogged for myself for almost five years.
I had no need to search for followers.
But I recently acquired some unexpectedly since starting my new relationship with Blogger.
Its kind of nice to know that people enjoy what you write to want to follow.

6. New Challenges
Whilst I usually write what I feel and what is going on in my life at that moment in time.
I'm enjoying new memes, and challenges.
It makes me want to stretch my limits.

7. Inspirations
Every time I come across a blog something will inspire me.
It could range from something insignificant to something amazing.
There is always something worth blogging about.

8. An Escape
Using it to escape whatever mishaps that are happening.
And sometimes that's all I need.

9. Other Life Lessons
I have realised that there is so much to learn from so many people in this world.
Whilst there are important things in the physical world.
Emotional lessons are emphasised here.

10. For You
There are people in my life that are my ultimate muses.
This is the best way I know how to communicate.
Its always about someone.

Inspired By: Mama Kat

Monday, April 5, 2010

Oh So.

It starts with a nudge nudge, a tickle on the lips and a light touch in that, oh so, soft spot. There's a giggle of delight and a smile in the dark. The search for all the right places followed by the quest to find those that will cause a new growl of heightened emotion. It begins so timidly, as if each touch is new but there's a certainty that lies within each gesture. There's no boundaries here and definitely nothing that requires an explanation.

The nudging becomes an unconscious grab, the kisses are deep and fierce and the new-found spot becomes a point of control. Hands are tangled into hands trying to hold and trying to touch. Hair is twisted into all directions between those fingers of need. There are limbs entwined with sheets of passion and that, oh so, hot heat. Each emotion is relative through each action and each unmistakable reaction. There are no queries of what happens next and every move is meant to satisfy without caution.

This fire that begins so slowly and continues so fiercely has always driven the new heights of those, oh so, deep desires. It grabs and takes whatever it can into a place where the air is thinner, words are lost and everything becomes primitive. Yet when all those mysteries are revealed one at a time, there are always more and always leaves enticements for more. There are no old moves and there is nothing that requires foreknowledge.

It ends with a calm caress, a full kiss on, oh so, red lips and a sigh of a smile. There's a laugh of satisfaction and an exhausted embrace in the dark. Those heighten emotions are brought down and the roar has been tamed. There is always a surprise, whether it be calculated or spontaneous and whether it be insignificant or grand.  There's no love lost here but there is definitely more that is to be gained in every way.

Friday, April 2, 2010

Operation; Think Happy (Pt.7)

"I pledge to list 7 things that makes me happy, that makes me thankful, that makes me love life!"

Going out to new places and enjoying them with some new found friends.
Unexpectedly being told that I am missed.
Watching Handsome prepare dinner. 
It's nice that I don't have to do it.
Easter. Creme Eggs. Bunny Ears.

Being more domestic.
How well managed my hair can be if I put a little effort to it once in a while.
The chance to dress up, heels, lipstick, for a birthday surprise.

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