Monday, November 27, 2006

exact reality


Unrealised realities...

There's so many things that could have gone wrong. There would of been so many ways that it could of begun. There are so many alternate realities that could have the choice to chose from. In a moment, in any time, a wormhole could have opened up and sucked us down into an unrealised reality. But despite the wonders and the battles this is one world that I wouldn't want to leave even with all the differences in between. You are this reality to me.

"This is exactly what I dreamed about."
--- Bad Timing, Season 4, Farscape

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

all the woeful reasons.


All the predicted reasons...

Every emotion that you had known about me is true. I did everything you told me to do. I pushed you, encouraged you, discouraged you, supported you and tried my very best to give you the benefit of the doubt. As I had told you before you wanted me to do all this, it is a bad idea no matter what you may think. I will not be held responsible on how I feel about this because I had told you what would happen if you did not listen to me. You know me well, this is no exception. Knowing how I will react should not be an advantage to you, in fact, it should be a sign as to what you really should of done.

All the honest reasons...

You have your reasons, I don't really know if I want to really know about them. It's because I had no choice that I know what they are now. To be quite honest I really want those reasons to help your case. However, they do not help what I feel. The one thing that I cannot just let past is the fact that you use me against myself. I never asked you to encourage me, so this should not even be taken into any account. It wasn't just once, but twice. This annoys me the most.

All the avoided reasons...

I don't want to be the one to try to push you, encourage you, discourage you, support you and give you the benefit of the doubt if you are not going to take anything I say to heart. I know you try and I know that you want to tell me all the reasons too. I'm not interested. I don't care for them. I've failed you as you have failed me. That's the major down fall of all of this.



"I need you to be strong for me this once."
I want to say that I am trying my hardest.

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

look upward.

 
Handsome...

I like you too much...
But it's never enough...

Mwah...


Sunday, November 12, 2006

amazed at it all.


It's amazing how she can still surprise you...

You did all the right things and you got all the right things back. I just want you to know that I wouldn't of done it all without your trust, your care and your affection towards me. Maybe it was just that day that you looked at me just right, or the way you were so flirty with me or maybe it was because I just wanted to give you something special. Just because you deserve it. No promises, no attachments, maybe someday, again...




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