there must be.

There must be reason that you always reach for my hand at its instance. There must be some logic in why you still hug me with the biggest teddy bear hugs. There must be a soft part in your heart for every time that I anger you because in the end you forgive. There must be romance hidden in your soul for every spontaneous sweetness that you bestow upon me. There must be a reason that you always tell me that I'm everything and more that you have ever wanted. There must be an unquenchable fire every time that we meet. There must be a something that you see in me that I cannot begin to fathom.

For many more reasons I hope you know that I'm still as absolutely crazy for you in the same way.

thank you.

Simply...

Thank you for the surprise picnic, my handsome teddy bear.

surrender to it all.

Surrendering into your hands...

Feeling wanted at your finger tips.

Heated with passion at every sinful kiss.

Goosebumps of affection at every whisper in my ears.

Stir of desire in the depths of your intense blue eyes.

It didn't matter who was around,

I felt like yours no matter what.

That's all I want...

beyond hope.

Beyond Hope...

Friday, 14th July, 2006

45 Months of Romance

just with you.

When reality no longer exists...

For two days all the things that matter in her life as top priority seemed to blend away in the distance. There was nothing that mattered more or was more relevant than what surrounded them for two days. It was just about them, it was in every kiss, in every hug and in every movement to be closer to each other. For once in the past few months she stopped worrying about the things that drained the life out of her, she stopped stressing about the life she is in. Her whole focus shifted onto the happiness that was them... onto him...

When words do not mean enough...

As she fell asleep in his arms last night and heard the unique rhythmic breathing that only belongs to him, she felt safer from the world's crazy ways, the nightmare ways and the things that forever chase her. It wasn't because of the words that he could say but of the way he hugged her close and didn't want to let her go. She wouldn't of wanted it any other way, but with him, in his arms, knowing he would be right next to her in the morning...

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I would do it all again...

Even just for a day...

To be with you...

First thing in the morning...

Last thing at night...

Just with you...

just you in the morning.

I can't wait for you to be the first thing I see in the morning...

show me once again.

All that I ask...

Kiss me at every instant so I know that you desire me.

Hug me with every ounce of strength so I know that you are still my teddy bear.

Touch me with heart and soul so I feel wanted by you.

Look at me with passion so that I know you feel the same way too.

In one last chance...

into your eyes.

You know what scares me?

From the first moment that I laid eyes on you, I could never see the end.

What scares me is that I always could...

- Farscape, "Bad Timing", Season 4, Episode 22