the world can do without...

Frell people that think the world revolves around their moods.

Get it straight... woman...

It doesn't!!!

One less thing I could care less about.

delusional demands.

Every demanding need...

No matter how hard you try to demand, try to threaten or try to convince her she's just not convinced you want it all in her best interests. Don't try to use ways to try and get her to fall into your traps or the stupidity that she will just fall to her knees at your selfish commands. She knows what she wants, she knows the consequences of what she has to do and sometimes, for once, someone else can deal with the mess left behind.

This once, she doesn't want to be the one to deal with it...

The delusions of the world...

it will be right.

Hoping and wishing for everything to go right...

Why does it have to be so difficult?

Hopeful...

day one.

New Year all but an illusion...

It's amazing how many times New Year comes around and only till now did she realise that it doesn't matter how many times it comes by nothing really changes. You make your resolutions, you hope to wash out the grudges and you hope that a change in number of the year will be exactly a new start or even just a start to anything small and worthwhile. This time she's not fooled by the drunkenness, the well wishing, the hope of a wonderful new year. This year is like any year. Another challenge and once again people do not change no matter how frelling cheerful they may convince themselves to her.

The Years of New lies...

So has she become a bitter person because of years of backstabbing and stupidity of the people that she knows. No, she thinks that she has become wise and she feels the age that comes with the unwanted wise-ness. It's been an extremely long year with all the shit that comes with it. She realises that she's cried her fair share of tears, yelled her lungs dry, felt a new anger for people in the depth of her soul. It's a year where she took a week at a time, a day at a time and never planned or predicted any further than it was ever needed to.

There's a New place in every Year...

Yet despite all these negative things she's realised this year what things really do mean the world to her. She's figured out the things that bring joy in her life, the importance of the things that make her smile, the friendships that sometimes seem to be the only that brings a smile to her lips, the passion that can be bestowed on her at various moment of the long year that had come and gone by. These are the things that she knows she wants in life. Not the stupid childish behavior, or the sour moods that people inject to others, or even the highs and lows that a few numbers can bring.

In every New Year...

So there are no resolutions, because she plans to live week by week, day by day. She won't be fazed by the stupidity of people, the backstabbing of life, and the things that make her want to throw stones at. She will savor the moments of passion, the kindness of people, the jokes that make her laugh and giggle. This year...