Just a Break.

Needs something to get out of this funk...

&& Just wants it to get a break from the constant need to battle.

Please...

Fav (Pt.3); Desserts

a few 

Favourite Things

(Part. 3) 

OMGosh!

I melt for ice cream, for hot chocolate fudge & for all those itty bitty sprinkles.
Whisper the word 'dessert' & I'm completely wrapped around your fingers.
So many random & long trips to places just so a taste of dessert were possible.

The adventures that happen on late night dessert runs.
The giggles when high on dessert sugar.
The crazy madmen & teenage boys.
After all, a night isn't a night until there is dessert at the end.
Even if it is at 3am.

& Sometimes it's desperation that drives us too...

Friday night dessert dates...

 

happysweetnewthings.

I've slacked off.

I know it deep down in my heart that I'm doing it on purpose.

It's going to bite me real hard in the bum & then its all going to all be about regret.

Why am I doing it?

The awful truth is that its because I can.

I want all the things that come after this huge massive bump in the road.

Because all those things make me happy, are sweet and means that I can get on with something new in my life.

But I have to get through this first.

So I need to look at it a new way.

Stop being afraid.

Dive in & hope for the best.

I don't want to relive this.

Its time to get this over and done with.

For once and for all.

Enough is enough.

It may feel too late but I still have a chance.

I'll make it work.

I want all those happysweetnew things to be real.

Blog This; Proud

Tell us about a proud moment in life - of you, of someone else, when you made someone proud.  

Maybe you want to focus on an aspect of your life or someone you know that exudes pride?

This is for you. 

To remind you that despite the hiccups, the time that felt like forever and the determined goals that didn't seem to happen. I am proud of you, for all the work that you put into wanting to be what you wanted to be without ever wavering. 

I know that the disappointment was big, that it was unexpected and that it felt like it was all for nothing. But now you know, now you can move on and now you can find something else that you will be just as determined with as you were before. I believe that you will be just as determined.

I could never have dealt with the same situation with as much bravery and as much patience. I envy that about you. I could not have seem it through with all the challenges that you had to face all the way through. You wanted to make a career of it so bad, and I always thought that it was enough. I so wished that it had been enough.

I am unfazed that you have find something to be determined about once again. But you did it, you surprised me, in your own little way. Now your goals have changed and I do not doubt that once your mind is set that you will see it through to the very possible end. I wish that it will be right just for you.

Despite the disappointment of those dreams, I am proud of you, for your unwavering qualities and that it is what makes you the way you are. It is something that I would never want to change. You are stable, solid minded and have direction. I am spontaneous, live by the day and have no interest to map out my future.You are the type of super hero that I want to be saved by everyday.

This is for you to know, always, I am proud to be with you.

Challenge By: Blog This

Just Hold On a Little Longer.

She misses her handsome...

Not because he is far away, not because he has run away but because she had to make some sacrifices for the short-term that made her turn away. She didn't want to do it because some times he is the only one that actually makes it seem alright in the end, and it just seems so unfair, for her and him. So she wishes that the next three weeks will pass quickly and will not cause anymore damage to her self-esteem.

She misses her sanity...

It went away with him when she says no to ever visit, a shake of head for every act of kindness and a decline to his sweet offerings. She use to be able to section it off, the stupid things that never make her happy and him, who makes her forget that those things are not important. But this time round she doesn't seem to know how to make it work again.

She misses her life...

If this is what her life is suppose to be, if this is what it is to taste the industry, it isn't really what she had in mind for the rest of her life. Yet, there is something there, hidden deep inside that does grab her attention, makes her smile sometimes, but why will it never show its face? She misses remembering to breathe fresh air, sleep in without guilt, and go on dessert dates without worrying about the hours she is using up. Life shouldn't be like that.

These are the sacrifices...

Only for a little bit longer...

Just hold on for me...