happysweetnewthings.

I've slacked off.

I know it deep down in my heart that I'm doing it on purpose.

It's going to bite me real hard in the bum & then its all going to all be about regret.

Why am I doing it?

The awful truth is that its because I can.

I want all the things that come after this huge massive bump in the road.

Because all those things make me happy, are sweet and means that I can get on with something new in my life.

But I have to get through this first.

So I need to look at it a new way.

Stop being afraid.

Dive in & hope for the best.

I don't want to relive this.

Its time to get this over and done with.

For once and for all.

Enough is enough.

It may feel too late but I still have a chance.

I'll make it work.

I want all those happysweetnew things to be real.