Where do you go when you don't want to be anywhere...
I am:
- confused about why things are the way they are
- angry at myself for behaving like an idiot
- disappointed that I make you angry so much
- tired of over thinking about why things just plain outright suck
- wondering if maybe I've gone too far with too much
- wishing you will continue to fight for me no matter how bad it gets
- trying to be understanding
- never going to cry again
- ignoring all the arguments that I seem to cause
- realising keeping things to myself may work out better
- wanting to run away because its so much easier
- selfish too often without reason
- regretting some of the things that I said because of the way things have turned out
- upset with us
- stubborn and it has cost me much and will eventually cost me everything
- screwed up in the head like you said
- the one that will most likely to stuff up
- trying to be positive but maybe I'm not trying hard enough
- promise to make being with me worth your while
- nothing without your love
Yet, it doesn't seem to make anything better...
