nowhere without you.

Where do you go when you don't want to be anywhere...

I am:

• confused about why things are the way they are
• angry at myself for behaving like an idiot
• disappointed that I make you angry so much
• tired of over thinking about why things just plain outright suck
• wondering if maybe I've gone too far with too much
• wishing you will continue to fight for me no matter how bad it gets
• trying to be understanding
• never going to cry again
• ignoring all the arguments that I seem to cause
• realising keeping things to myself may work out better
• wanting to run away because its so much easier
• selfish too often without reason
• regretting some of the things that I said because of the way things have turned out
• upset with us
• stubborn and it has cost me much and will eventually cost me everything
• screwed up in the head like you said
• the one that will most likely to stuff up
• trying to be positive but maybe I'm not trying hard enough
• promise to make being with me worth your while
• nothing without your love

 

Yet, it doesn't seem to make anything better...