Showing posts with label forever. Show all posts
Showing posts with label forever. Show all posts

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

planned forever ago.


Making her swoon and melt with just a look…

This new look he has seems to show her makes her swoon deeper and faster than before. The old actions with some old touches causes her melt rapidly. And of course the sweet whispers that he teases her with will be the complete end of her. It makes her wonder, ever so slightly, how he manages to find these new ways, mixed with the old, that cause this strange flurry of new emotions in her that are all dedicated to him. It’s something unpredicted by her but its got her where she definitely wants to be.

Holding on to her with dreams of forever…

She’s completely all for the random acts of loving her. In fact she adores it, wants it and remembers that first summer when she was young and naive all for him. Yet she knows that she is no longer that girl that she was so many years ago and that there are steps that will be taken soon that he has seemingly planned forever ago. She’s afraid and determined that what ever he asks of her, she will not say no and never falter without giving it a passionate try. But she knows that there’s a smile on her face at the end of it because she will do it all with him, and that’s the way she would always want it to be.

Sunday, September 2, 2007

selfish emotional being.




Maybe I should just run away...

I'm tired of distracting myself so I don't have to think about being alone.
I'm frustrated at the tears that so easily arrive whenever I think of it all.
I'm annoyed at trying to be pleased at everything when everything doesn't seem to matter.
I'm angry at everybody and nobody all at the same time.

I hate being asked how I am because I no longer have a pleasant answer.
I don't remember why I bother to get up in morning with no real purpose.
I'm confused about how I should be with you by my side, it's not the same anymore.
I'm upset because I will never get what I want.
I'm weak for not realising that no happiness is ever long lived.
I'm sad... and nothing seems to make it all go away... and I just want it to all go away.
I'm not sure what to do with myself now and forever.

 
After all nothing seems to make me as happy as I should.

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