fantasy of denials

Electrified touches...

She's almost forgotten what it's like to feel surrounded by a space, however small, and feel her arms prickle without a touch, her heart skip with stupidity and her eyes shine with silent laughter. It was that one particular act, that one undeniable dream that will be etched into her memory, guilty and thoughtful. After so long it's reignited, reborn and affects her unconditionally.

Unconscious depths...

It's not about the romance, it's not even about people that inscribe such passion into her life, it's about that undeniable heart that wants to grab hold onto this feeling forever, feeding off it, making it one conscious need after the other. It's hard to control when every inch of her body misses such feelings, the old old feelings of unconditional freedom.

A fantasy of denials...

She knows she doesn't need to live like this, even though her heart continually undermines her strong willed mind. No matter the convictions, the unimaginable fantasy it may create and the burning touch it leaves on her skin, she will not be fooled by a hopeless accessory. While she will fall just a little when every time it strikes, she will climb back and remember the things that give her the real passion in her life... him...

&& Inspired by: Old and new and forever lives...