all the words without a thought.

 

I like the way that we are just now. This moment in time. In the seven years since you first kissed me, this is the place that I like us to be. I know that not everything is perfect, not everything is great, but emotionally, this is where I want us to stay. I know that things will change, I know that situations will not be the same but if everything changes around us and we stay like this emotionally, then I believe, whole heartily that we could live like this forever. And really that's what I aim for.

I know that no one really cares or even really wants to know. But this is for me, and I've been good at doing things for me for a while now, so I'm not going to stop. I'm enjoying all the things that I am doing for myself and not for anyone else, and you know what? The stress is gone, the worry is gone, I like all this freedom that it has given me. I feel like that no matter what happens, I can look after myself, first and foremost. After seven years in a relationship, this is the way that I want to do things.

I've stopped fighting over the little things because the bigger picture is more important. I've stopped caring about the time apart because its time that I can do the things that I enjoy without the worry of making sure everyone enjoys it too. I've stopped worrying about all the stupid things that are said and done because after all they are just plain stupid and mean very little. But the time that we find for each other is much more precious, much more wonderful, and much much sweeter. That's the way that I want to live, like every moment is the cherry on top.

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I felt like writing like this today...

Nothing thought out, just typed out...

Needed to clear my pretty little head.

forever today.

Kiss me like that all the time...

It makes me smile every time I think about it...

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I actually miss Scotland.

never stop being just you.

Surprise me with all the desire in your blue eyes...

Deep in darkness when the lights fade away, you will never know the smile of happiness that smears across my face. I wonder if you feel it when you place your tender lips against mine. It doesn't really matter if you can hear, see or feel all that you have done to me. It's my little tiny secret that I keep away from you. I don't want you to know what kind of effect you have on me, away from you or simply being near you. Its for me to smile about in my own little way.

Throw passion into the caution of your beautiful heart...

Some times being with you seems in its self an impossible feat. There you are, your hands on my hips, your kiss on my lips, and the sins you invoke into me life. If it weren't for you I would of never known, this life you so passionately want to bestow upon me. I don't want to leave it all, not now, not ever, all because of you. So every time that you pull me towards you I know that I am being pulled into a life that I wouldn't want with anybody else, in any other way. Just with you.

Catching the skips of breath in each of your kisses...

This dizziness you seem to create, can you make it last forever in the way you have made it your own all these years. Continue to hug me with all your might and all the things that you mean you say and I may just never want to ever let you out of my sight. You make my vision a complete blur. You make me smile without knowing. You make me laugh until I am weak. Then you pick me up and kiss me once more. Never stop.

thirty-seventh month.

37th month...

He took me out to dinner.

Two hours of just me and him.

Great food, wonderful company and a beautiful dinner.

Followed by passion, desire, want, need...

All those wonderful things.

Kisses that made tips of my toes tingle.

Hugs that embraced me.

Words of beauty whispered into my ear.

He is my teddy bear, in every way.

Happy anniversary...

invoked by him.

Three years past...

Has taken me by and its only you that has made it all worthwhile.

I'd tired of weighing the good and the bad.

I'm sick of being quiet.

I want the world to know.

I'm falling so fast for you that no one can stop me now.

So hug me, kiss me, have me.

Because life with you is all that I need.

Three years on...

My heart has run away with my mind...

He has made it jump endlessly...

Too many words, too many feelings...

All invoked by him...

feisty grace.

Feisty grace...
 
Kisses that sweep her into unknown depths; hugs that covered her from head to toe; sexy looks of want, have, need; intoxicating scent that entraps her. Those are the distractions that drew in all her attraction to him. Still to this very day...

Sultry mystery...
 
First glances are always right; first kisses don't lie; first touch is just a tease; first confessions are full of nerves. After that... the mystery stays on. Like the way he finds things that make her laugh even after so long; the tingles of a touch that has been done over and over; the desire in his eyes that never seems to fade; the words he whispers in her ear in the darkness that makes her blush like a little girl.

Elfin allure...
 
Hold her tight every chance that you can; bruise her lips with every kiss; protect her in every hug; satisfy her every passion. That's all it takes for her. Romance her.

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inspired by && written for:

all hopeless romantics...

between uncharted territories

 The air between...

Hold a breath, watch for a moment, see the intensity that lies between. The touch of the finger tips, the delicate brush of a hand and the intimacy of the moment. The simple act of want, need, have. All together ignite the cold air between and cause a fire of passion.

The secret between every look...

It burns into her skin and into her heart. The mysterious ways that he does that to her. With one look she loses her way yet finds the one thing she is longing for. The secret that lies between every look causes her heart to skip, her mind to falter and her eyes to grow soft.

The kisses in between...

They lay a intricate path to the uncharted territories. A world only a few know, a few understand and not many have conquered. In between the passion, in between the need, in between the wants, in between the kisses there is only them.

I am yours...