Oh So.

It starts with a nudge nudge, a tickle on the lips and a light touch in that, oh so, soft spot. There's a giggle of delight and a smile in the dark. The search for all the right places followed by the quest to find those that will cause a new growl of heightened emotion. It begins so timidly, as if each touch is new but there's a certainty that lies within each gesture. There's no boundaries here and definitely nothing that requires an explanation.

The nudging becomes an unconscious grab, the kisses are deep and fierce and the new-found spot becomes a point of control. Hands are tangled into hands trying to hold and trying to touch. Hair is twisted into all directions between those fingers of need. There are limbs entwined with sheets of passion and that, oh so, hot heat. Each emotion is relative through each action and each unmistakable reaction. There are no queries of what happens next and every move is meant to satisfy without caution.

This fire that begins so slowly and continues so fiercely has always driven the new heights of those, oh so, deep desires. It grabs and takes whatever it can into a place where the air is thinner, words are lost and everything becomes primitive. Yet when all those mysteries are revealed one at a time, there are always more and always leaves enticements for more. There are no old moves and there is nothing that requires foreknowledge.

It ends with a calm caress, a full kiss on, oh so, red lips and a sigh of a smile. There's a laugh of satisfaction and an exhausted embrace in the dark. Those heighten emotions are brought down and the roar has been tamed. There is always a surprise, whether it be calculated or spontaneous and whether it be insignificant or grand.  There's no love lost here but there is definitely more that is to be gained in every way.

on fire at one touch.

Ignite a spark in one moment...

She never expects that some times good things can happen out of no where or that great things happen without a reason. But she gets tested, she gets tricked and some times just a moment of it is enough for her to believe that she can breathe freely for once in a very long while. Despite all this, the most unprecedented thing about it is that some times it is you who gives that exact spark to her. That reason alone makes the gesture all the more grander and all the more appreciated. The truth is that it's because of you that it is the best thing for her at that moment. So when its no longer there, sooner or later, she's not sure how she will remember to take a break and breathe.

Forced flames for one purpose...

To her you are a remarkable person. She never would really admit how much she really needs you or how much she really would depend on you. She wouldn't even admit it to herself. But she knows that she has changed her views on life, her life, because you came and rearranged everything and demanded that new pieces fit where they didn't in your own selfish way. Some times she hates the idea that you did that yet somehow all these inputs in her life mean something to her now but only if you are there to see it through together.

On fire at one touch...

In all the uncertainties in her life, all the ones that were already there and all the new ones you inscribed into her life, she knows that some times she needs to stop holding on so tightly and believe that it will all work out all right. In that one moment despite the fact that sooner or later its another memory to add to all the ones already in her mind, she felt positive about it. She'd been waiting to feel something other than fear and it finally showed itself. In just one moment, at one touch, the one true purpose was there. One step closer to surviving it all because in the end it is going to be worth it all.

always without hesitation.

 

Run away with me without hesitation...

Spending time without caring what passes by.

All the walks without a destination.

Dinners for two that where shared.

All the ice creams by the wharf.

Every kiss of romance.

All the dances for passion.

Surprises of every fantasy.

The nights surrounded with nothing but desire.

I've fallen for you all over again.

You make me feel light-hearted.

I don't want it to ever go away.

ILY without hesitation...

so it is.

Remembering to breathe for something better...

There's nothing that anyone can do. There's nothing that she can do within her power, no matter how hard she has tried. It seems that she is left to deal with a mess that isn't even suppose to be hers in the first place. She feels so drained and tormented by it that she's ready to drop from exhaustion because there seems to be no happy ending for her. She's foolish to think that there was ever going to be one.

Forgetting all the words that should of meant something...

All the moments that mean everything seem non-existent now. They just become this increasingly faded memory. She has all the reasons, it makes her more angry that she understands all of them too. She fights for them onto herself and she left with no one to fight for her reasons. She wants someone to fight for her reason, to give her a reason that feeling this way is acceptable. But maybe that's asking too much.

Tormenting the emotions that should be something...

Trying to forget is so hard, trying to make things better is not working and being the best that she can does not make it all go away. She wants someone here and now for her. She wants to be selfish for once, and yet she knows this is not the time for it. She wants him to understand that making him happy, is going to cost her, with no guilt attached. She just wants him to understand where she is because no one else knows.

Punishing something that does not deserve it...

Once again passion, desire and most unfaithfully love has deserted all it's loyalties to her. This time she doesn't know where to find it again because the one place that forever had those qualities doesn't seem to want to understand her in the way its suppose to be. There's no where to go.

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You have no idea...
How much I needed you in this moment...
And you weren't there...
To understand any of it...

from the first stolen glance...

She misses romance.

Not the one that sweeps her off her feet, not the one that causes her to breathe harder, or the one that pulls her in so passionately and holds her there. She wants the one where a look can make her smile, the conversations that are just an excuse to be near her and the soft stolen touches that make her skin tingle with flattery.

She misses the romance that starts the passion.

never stop being just you.

Surprise me with all the desire in your blue eyes...

Deep in darkness when the lights fade away, you will never know the smile of happiness that smears across my face. I wonder if you feel it when you place your tender lips against mine. It doesn't really matter if you can hear, see or feel all that you have done to me. It's my little tiny secret that I keep away from you. I don't want you to know what kind of effect you have on me, away from you or simply being near you. Its for me to smile about in my own little way.

Throw passion into the caution of your beautiful heart...

Some times being with you seems in its self an impossible feat. There you are, your hands on my hips, your kiss on my lips, and the sins you invoke into me life. If it weren't for you I would of never known, this life you so passionately want to bestow upon me. I don't want to leave it all, not now, not ever, all because of you. So every time that you pull me towards you I know that I am being pulled into a life that I wouldn't want with anybody else, in any other way. Just with you.

Catching the skips of breath in each of your kisses...

This dizziness you seem to create, can you make it last forever in the way you have made it your own all these years. Continue to hug me with all your might and all the things that you mean you say and I may just never want to ever let you out of my sight. You make my vision a complete blur. You make me smile without knowing. You make me laugh until I am weak. Then you pick me up and kiss me once more. Never stop.

thirty-seventh month.

37th month...

He took me out to dinner.

Two hours of just me and him.

Great food, wonderful company and a beautiful dinner.

Followed by passion, desire, want, need...

All those wonderful things.

Kisses that made tips of my toes tingle.

Hugs that embraced me.

Words of beauty whispered into my ear.

He is my teddy bear, in every way.

Happy anniversary...

lie in passion

It is...
 
It's amazing how she can fall asleep in the safety of his arms. It's crazy how without him her mind plays games of defiance with her. It's wonderful how he is the one person who drives her up the wall and at the same time make her laugh at the darkest of moments.

Tuck me in...
 
She lies with eyes closed, heart calm and mind clear. She feels him watching her, the way her breathing settles, the way her lips twitch and the way her chest rises and falls. She doesn't want to move, the moment seems simply beautiful. As he tucks her in softly she feels an unimaginable presence of hope.

Lie in passion...
 
As he slides his body quietly next to hers she smiles a secret smile. He will always be here, no matter the time, no matter the day, no matter the situation. It makes her wonder how she ever got so lucky, so fulfilled and so so happy.

between uncharted territories

 The air between...

Hold a breath, watch for a moment, see the intensity that lies between. The touch of the finger tips, the delicate brush of a hand and the intimacy of the moment. The simple act of want, need, have. All together ignite the cold air between and cause a fire of passion.

The secret between every look...

It burns into her skin and into her heart. The mysterious ways that he does that to her. With one look she loses her way yet finds the one thing she is longing for. The secret that lies between every look causes her heart to skip, her mind to falter and her eyes to grow soft.

The kisses in between...

They lay a intricate path to the uncharted territories. A world only a few know, a few understand and not many have conquered. In between the passion, in between the need, in between the wants, in between the kisses there is only them.

I am yours...