plain awesome...

 

And sometimes you can just be plain awesome...

Operation; Think Happy (Pt. 2)

"I pledge to list 7 things that makes me happy, that makes me thankful, that makes me love life!"

1. Deliberately driving into the puddles on her way home from work just to hear the sound the puddles make.
2. Smiling at the fact that handsome twittered for her.
3. Glad that an old friend is home again and definitely looking forward to having dinner with her.
4. Excited about seeing the Edinburgh Military Tattoo after spontaneously purchasing tickets. 
5. Nervous about her bike ride (as passenger) on Sunday. 
6. Starting to look forward to Valentine's Day after thinking that it was unlike her to not be excited for it.
7. Looking forward to any reason to get all pretty, because she hasn't had an opportunity for a long time.

Inspired by: Holly Homemaker

holding onto useless air.

In this little world that you have created for yourself...

You may think that when everything is in its little order that everything is perfect in your eyes. In this bubble you are in you believe that it is alright to act the way that you do. The honest truth is that its not. No one sees your world the way you do and no one cares how perfect your world may be because they don't have to live in it and fit into your criteria on how people should behave according to you. So don't be surprised when no one wants to visit you let alone live in it with you.

When it gets hard to breath because all you do is fight...

Its difficult to continuously just walk around wondering what kind of mood you are in and what kind of attitude you may project, not just on a daily basis, but on a constant basis. Doesn't it get tiring always trying to fit everything into your little world and then arguing over nothing when it doesn't fit? She's over trying to let it go every time your mood changes for some unknown reason. She's not going to just step aside to let you just walk all over people because you think that's the way it should be. If you want to fight, then be ready to fight because she's not just going to stand around anymore and let you get away with it.

Some day it will catch up to you and then you may finally understand...

I'm not worried about myself or about what you may think of me. I know what people are like and to be telling the truth I don't like people like you. You are stupid to think that I will just let you get away with it. That stupid childish actions will win the wars. The truth is that if you continue the way that you are, it's not me that you will be fighting with the the whole world. But by then its probably just too late. Think what you like, do what you think is right and be rude, stubbborn and unpleasent. In the end I won't lose out because its not me that has become that. It is yourself.

without you.

Leap far...

When she told you that she wanted to run away, she never thought you would find great heights to jump from. Some days she would take the risk and jump as far and from as high as you wanted her to so that she could just be with you no matter where she landed. Yet, those days seem far from her because your mind keeps changing so constantly. She could never jump high enough or leap far enough to satisfy your ever growing list of changes.

Great heights...

Stop asking those awkward questions that she will never have the answers to. Those 'what ifs' and 'maybes' mean nothing unless they are actually planned out and full in force. She cannot say what you want to hear in hopes that you will just stop asking those questions, because she knows that it would be wrong, no matter how much your blue eyes plead.

Emotional traps...

She knows that you'll trap her. If you haven't already. She knows the lengths that she has to go to be with you in a life that you will be happy with. Her happiness is the simplest of ones, as long as she's with you, and that's where you have her bound to you. Give her a chance to live life and not worry constantly about the future that you so desperately have missed out on. She understands the sacrifices, she understands your sacrifices and she knows that this is your way of loving life.

"I don't want to do it without you..."

That's all it takes to trap her in...

Operation; Think Happy (Pt.1)

Inspired by: Holly Homemaker

"I pledge to list 7 things that makes me happy, that makes me thankful, that makes me love life!"

1. Thinking that one day I will be emotional on the first day of the school year.
2. The smell of rain. Despite the gorgeous sunshine.
3. Kind comments from perfect strangers.
4. Holiday planning with a beautiful friend.
5. His trust in me.
6. Being shown that she is needed.
7. Creating mystery and spontaneity.