Without you...
She sits there laughing at the right jokes, pulls a face at the right bad jokes and sits there without him by her side. She feels lost, overwhelmed and unprotected without his strong arms tightly around her frame. This independence scares her, she hasn't had it for a long time. Yet, it thrills her to the edges of her skin. Without him she could be, not just anyone but anything, in a matter of moments.
Blink and you might miss her...
She's realising more than ever that there is more for her out there. Her life does not need to revolve around one single person other than herself. She reaches out to him because she knows he's there, she takes it all for granted because he is committed to be by her side. She doesn't want to feel that anymore. She wants to live every moment with him as if it is the first and as if it were the last. Every moment needs to count no matter the days that have swept quietly behind her.
Spark her up a romance...
She wants to feel the excitement of the first kiss with the comfort of every other one after that all rolled into one. She wants 'hello' to be about surprises and 'goodbye' to be full of gifts till the next time they meet again. She wants him to light the cold candle by her window sill together to light up the darkest moments in a relationship. She wants the spark not only reignited but burning full of desire.
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Us ; Three year anniversary ; 14th October 2005
Watching it go by together...
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